Hope all is well.
Well - apparently, today is the most depressing day of the year. I hate to be sucked into this notion but unfortunately, I am.
August was the last time I posted a blog entry. That really was a long time ago. For many, it was a time full of prospects and opportunities which indeed I was amongst the many who felt this way. Somehow along the way I lost the positivity aura.
To put it in perspective - this is the last term that will make the most difference. Its all or nothing.
I was just dwelling on a few people from the past - how things have changed, how situations and characters and opportunities have changed. On one hand, people are getting pregnant left, right and centre. On the other hand, quite a few of my friends have obtained a place within Cambridge.
So...where do I fit into this? The worst thing in the world is to be called average. But that ladies and gentlemen, is what I'm turning out to be. This final term will hopefully give me enough time to turn that around.
I must say - why don't To Do lists never work! Mega crap.
Also crap - I failed my English exam. I can feel it in my bones.
Peace.
