Hey Broheems!
Hope everyone has been well.
Currently, I feel like the epitome of inconsistency (sorry Aidan...), purely because my inconsistency depicted from this blog reflects the bigger picture: my life. Again, the big lag between tasks, burying one's head in the sand due to crunch time, and just generally not being with it all indicates that Rabia has once again lost it.
However! I didn't name this blog 'Limbo and Longshots' for nothing! Allow me to explain.
So right now, I'd like to call my situation a state of limbo. Not really going anywhere and waiting to be promoted to a better standard of whatever one may choose to achieve. Although, this may seem easy, dwindling within this period could be very traumatic in the long run. This is because the 'Longshot' in this case becomes even more of a longshot due to the huge delay of getting my backside into gear. I am not oblivious to this. I would rather call it failure to act due to the major fear of failure. This is why my body puts my mind in shut down to barricade any reminders of the time that is being wasted. I'm sure many of you have this problem. Perhaps the language I am using is very ambiguous, but at least you can relate to it (not that I am asking you to).
In my case, my A levels are huge longshot because of how much my life depends on them, but along with my A levels comes an achievement that would be more than an achievement. Only here can words cheapen my thoughts and fail to deliver my real problem. So apologies. I'll explain later! <--- (procrastination at its best). (Also, can you tell this is a Philosophy student in the making?) har har har.
This is beginning to sound a bit like a self obsessed diary. Apologies again.
What I actually came here for was to write about a little 'project'. An endurance test that would allow me to empathise slightly better and what not.
The Dates and Water err....diet? But no! its not a diet! screw that word. Its actually something the holy prophet did to eliminate the distraction of lavish food and therefore try come closer to the truth regarding life (and to remind certain fatties that food isn't really the most IMPORTANT thing in life, it's use as a necessity to survive. Many poor people didn't even have that necessity. Its just something to highlight that contrast). That's my depiction of it anyway. I'm doing it for a bit more self discipline. "Why don't you just turn off your laptop..." fair point. I always convince myself that I have work to do on here, but 9/10, I really don't.
I really need to get more religious.
So yes! instead of a Vlog, I'll do a blog. I have to start on an even day, to me an even day is ...Thursday. I'll keep you posted. (damn that saying never felt so right).
In the mean time, twilight really really really really sucks. (and yet I've watched both movies). Sigh.
Peace.
Doesn't look too bad. Does it?
